Lost inside these thoughts of mine,
Thinking about those things you said,
And now all of it is coming true,
All that I secretly dread.
I’m lying to myself,
I know,I know,
The pain will come,
And then it will go.
I need to face the truth,
I need to find the strength,
I need to live for me,
I may smile a lot,
But there’s a lot you can’t see.
There’s a lot I pretend not to feel,
A lot that I don’t tell,
I keep the hurt hidden away,
Inside my heart, it will dwell.