Lost inside these thoughts of mine,

Thinking about those things you said,

And now all of it is coming true,

All that I secretly dread.

I’m lying to myself,

I know,I know,

The pain will come,

And then it will go.

I need to face the truth,


I need to find the strength,

Right now.

I need to live for me,

Yes me!

I may smile a lot,

But there’s a lot you can’t see.

There’s a lot I pretend not to feel,

A lot that I don’t tell,

I keep the hurt hidden away,

Inside my heart, it will dwell.