With regards to today’s daily prompt:
If you could return to the past to relive a part of your life, either to experience the wonderful bits again, or to do something over, which part of you life would you return to? Why?
There would be a couple of things…but off the top of my mind:
1. Change last year. Most of it. Yes, its all groovy that I am a stronger and better person, more sorted. But last year was terrible for two reasons:
– I shifted in with my so called best friend at that time. Big mistake. Both of our temperaments were so different. I should never have shifted in with her. My gut feeling told me not to, but I ignored it. Well, I think part of the reason why I was unwell half of the time was because I was staying with her and she had unrealistic expectations of me. She insisted that I should shift out of the house (because she could, she had the lease in her name). The day after this happened I got really, really sick. Ah! I got to see the ugly side of a friendship gone sour. In retrospect, I would have never moved in with her. I should have never gotten too close to her in the first place.
– I dated someone who was not worth my time. But its over now. I don’t miss him at all. (Seriously, I don’t). I just wish I had better sense back then instead of wasting my time on people who were not worth it.
Either of these two people may read this post sometime in the future…but it doesn’t matter to me. I have no space in my life for them. They taught me a lot about human nature and I’m thankful to them for that.
2. I didn’t go to the college of my dreams. Yes, I wanted to go to LSR or SRCC, Delhi. I had a seat; but my father put his foot down. Big mistake. Sometimes I feel I would have been in a different league all together.
That’s about it.
Ah, this is not a happy post. Such is life!